Scaryscaryscary...

could hear my suitemate crying...loud, wailing, like a baby...I knocked and I asked if I could help and she just started spilling all how she feels and everything...and suddenly in the middle of it was, "And it was a horrible, horrible summer, and I just started cutting myself..."

I'm so glad I was here, I hope I'll always be here...I hate it that there are people in the world who are that kind of despairing...but I won't take it again, I'll be a friend to her, I don't want another Meggie...

*deep breath*: Sorry, I was just being strong for her and I needed to come here and collapse.

I think I can help...I'm so glad I think I can help. She's going through the same kinds of things I have...though never that extreme, thank God, oh thank you, God...

She's got similar problems with her dad, she's having the kinds of troubles that I did in middle/high school, I can hear what she's saying, I can help...

I hope...