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Jan. 6th, 2004 01:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elucrehWell, the other shoe just dropped. I knew it was coming. But I kept hoping maybe it could be staved off somehow. The millenium arriving, for choice.
In melodramatic whispers: He knows.
Long, long, LOONG story here...but in "apparently not that short," I failed my English class and got a D in Botany and I have a scholarship to maintain.
Told my dad yesterday. Now trying to figure out what the freak is going on.
I'm really scared, y'all. He's starting to say maybe he won't send me back. I have a 1.69. Slick is the only possible option with something like that. And I do NOT want to live at home. I don't mind the rest of it so much, but I do NOT want to live under that man's thumb.
Damn. Pardon my Klatchian.
On the other hand...maybe even he is worth putting up with. I didn't realise how very unhappy I really was until he said that and there was this feeling of relief. I know I have to get an education, but...I want so much to be at home. Even if OK felt a little more homey, it would be bearable. But I miss everyone so much it hurts...I let myself be distracted.
I'm at college. Away from the monster man and learning and living my own life. I shouldn't be so very eager to come back and stay back.
But I'm crying.
Damn. I've got to go.
In melodramatic whispers: He knows.
Long, long, LOONG story here...but in "apparently not that short," I failed my English class and got a D in Botany and I have a scholarship to maintain.
Told my dad yesterday. Now trying to figure out what the freak is going on.
I'm really scared, y'all. He's starting to say maybe he won't send me back. I have a 1.69. Slick is the only possible option with something like that. And I do NOT want to live at home. I don't mind the rest of it so much, but I do NOT want to live under that man's thumb.
Damn. Pardon my Klatchian.
On the other hand...maybe even he is worth putting up with. I didn't realise how very unhappy I really was until he said that and there was this feeling of relief. I know I have to get an education, but...I want so much to be at home. Even if OK felt a little more homey, it would be bearable. But I miss everyone so much it hurts...I let myself be distracted.
I'm at college. Away from the monster man and learning and living my own life. I shouldn't be so very eager to come back and stay back.
But I'm crying.
Damn. I've got to go.