Apr. 3rd, 2007
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Apr. 3rd, 2007 09:20 pmDAMN IT ALL.
The stupid dizzy spells are back.
I thought they were gone, I thought I was well, I thought the drugs were gone from my system and therefore I was cured. I haven't had a bad spell since the weekend of the wedding, and at that point I was so high on caffeine and love and good company that I wasn't surprised. I hadn't really had any spells since then. But they're back and they suck, and also I was so sure they were gone that I cancelled my appointment with the specialist again and that means further waiting.
ARGH.
P.S. Please do not feel the need to comment--there's nothing anybody can do, I just really had to announce that this sucks.
The stupid dizzy spells are back.
I thought they were gone, I thought I was well, I thought the drugs were gone from my system and therefore I was cured. I haven't had a bad spell since the weekend of the wedding, and at that point I was so high on caffeine and love and good company that I wasn't surprised. I hadn't really had any spells since then. But they're back and they suck, and also I was so sure they were gone that I cancelled my appointment with the specialist again and that means further waiting.
ARGH.
P.S. Please do not feel the need to comment--there's nothing anybody can do, I just really had to announce that this sucks.