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[elucreh]

This is a stressful Christmas--business worries, and counseling crap, and the only persons I have so far not wanted to kill are my father (which, hah, what? and also: I have never had an entire Christmas without wanting to kill him, and I will be SHOCKED if this is the year we make it) and my baby sister. One brother has been deliberately annoying the world, the other one is deliberately digging at my mother, my mother is being overbearing and guiltrippy about Christmas cheer, and my older sister is being herself in the most aggressive and aggravating possible manner. (Her, especially. WE KNOCK BEFORE WE COME IN. WE DO NOT START CONVERSATIONS WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE ON THE PHONE. WE LISTEN WHEN OTHER PEOPLE SPEAK. OUR PROBLEMS ARE NOT THE ONLY IMPORTANT PROBLEMS IN THE WORLD. Oh, no, wait. That's CIVILIZED people who are NOT going to wake up Christmas morning with knives in their throats.)


That's it, I am totally breaking out the Star Shaped a day early.



But you know what? Maybe the RL parts kind of suck, but my online life today has been filled with silly discussions and people offering to help me and people being nice about my long silly fic, and, just.

YOU make it worth getting up in the morning, and I don't care that the rest of the world labels that lame. YOU are what I am most grateful for this Christmas, and I hope that your holidays are as wonderful as you deserve, because you are the saving of mine.

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[tanisafan.livejournal.com]

Yeah, my entire flist is getting me through this holiday, because Christmas? Oh gawd. It would be fine if it wasn't for the fact that it's invariably horrible and makes me want to get shitfaced and pass out in my grandma's bathroom...

Can it be January now?

[thalialunacy.livejournal.com]

I'll trade you for a day.

[elucreh.livejournal.com]

DONE, seriously. If I could, I would.

Plus, you know, you aren't sensitive about my family issues, so you could smile serenely instead of wanting to murder everyone in reach.

Have some special Christmas virtual hugs instead?

[thalialunacy.livejournal.com]

:takes what she can get: Yeah, it's easier when they're not Your Family. I'll be on AIM all day--although Netflixing and generally being a geek--if you want even more distraction. oh and ps I've had to prioritize knitting over fanfiction, sadly, in case you were wondering...

[scoradh.livejournal.com]

For the record I can't WAIT to read the While You Were Sleeping AU just not, you know, when I'm only supposed to be online to print tickets for my stupid cousin, what the actual fuck. :DDD Merry Holidays.

[liketheroad.livejournal.com]

<3333333 It's a holiday MUST. Love you honey.

[mrsquizzical.livejournal.com]

i'm back home with a computer so i will be breaking out star shaped as soon as the chn are asleep!

*HUGS*

it's difficult to articulate just what internet people mean to us. it doesn't translate into 'real life' terminology. but it's real and it means the world.

*MORE HUGS*

[mrsquizzical.livejournal.com]

hiya.

just sent you a message on lj. i don't know if you check your inbox or not.

*hugs*