Ramblings of a total Zack girl

May Fifth:

AP tests!!!! LIT!!!!! Actually, not nearly as bad expected. The MC I wasn’t worried abt, anyway, but it was WAY easier even than I expected. And that first essay was hilarious. I actually enjoyed reading it. I’m not nearly as scared of the language, now that the lit (supposedly harder) turned out so well. Definitely something in this prayer thing. ;) That Hamlet essay really, really—all I can do is hope that it’s their seventeenth of the day and they’ll be so relieved to find an original one they’ll mark me high for it. I think the apple-choking line might have been pushing it. But I always knew, somewhere, deep down, that I would be okay. Three, anyway.

It’s the other stuff I’m worrying abt, the History and Calc. Calc…ugh, I haven’t been playing fair on the practice tests, so I have no idea anymore. I’m scared that something really ugly’s going to show up on the bedratted FR, and I won’t know how to even guess to handle it. And History…I’ve only written a very, very few of the assignments (speaking of which, I hope I don’t completely fail Mac’s class but think I’m going to) and I have no idea how I’m going to handle hand-writing them at all—I’ve never tried. Although the MC isn’t scaring me as much as I expected.

Euphony okay, but unfortunately poor Lane chose somebody his style to teach, and none of us really write that style (though I tried, and Mrs. Wilde really got a good one out of it). So they mostly turned out parody again. The poor boy. He tries so hard, and it just doesn’t work. Then I had to run home and print out the bedratted invitations (after telling myself at least fifteen times yesterday that I really HAD to do them), so I missed Photo after all. *wince*. Very bad move. I really need to get those pics developed, and soon. At least I hope Mrs. Wilde’s come out, it’ll be great on that CD case. And I think the kiddywink ones might, too. Printed out way too many invites, also spent too much time on FIRST YEAR again. They may have something in this keeping-me-off-the-net thing. But it’s quite an amusing little fic, though I’m mad as heck that I just barely discovered it hasn’t been updated since 10-02. WHY don’t I check these things BEFORE I start reading them? Why?

Let that dream slip…bad move. Very bad move. Mrs. Wilde will haunt me w/ it ‘till the end of time. At least I managed to distract most of them by pointing out Amy’s political-cum-religious differences w/ Chase. Jess needs to become a Riddle, Allison would be SO good for her, and it would be a way of keeping her in touch when we’re gone.

Speaking of which, it felt incredibly final and scary that I actually told the AP people I wanted my test scores sent to OU. Why, oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why can’t we be poorer—or richer? This is one of those days that I just want to slump over the whole mess. I can’t manage “upbeat.”